Semi · charmed · kinda · life

After waiting 3 long weeks I finally got all my marks for the finals I took at the end of June. And I passed all of them. I got 2 A´s, 1 B and 2 C´s. Which is pretty good especially if I think that I´ve only studied for every final for about 7 hours (Nothing to be proud of but I just can´t help but procastinate.)

Yesterday Livia and I went out to get some coffe, well I don´t drink coffee so I got a hot chocolate, and...I don´t even know what I want to say because nothing exciting happened but we had fun. It´s strange how Livia and I are friends because we are complete different people but I think that that´s the reason why it works.


And today, we´re going to celebrate Susi´s birthday which was 2 weeks ago but we weren´t able to find a day where all of us had time so we´re doing it today. I´m not sure how it´s going to be.

I wrote Susi a mail about 3 weeks ago. Over the last 2 years (since we graduated) we kinda lost contact. I mean we still saw each other at least once a month but friendship wise it wasn´t good. So in my mail I said things along the line of how I think it would be good that the 2 of us spend more time together and so on. And Susi wrote me back but her answer wasn´t "Yes that´s a good iidea". No she wrote about 5 sites telling me that the reason we are not good friends anymore is not that we hardly see each other but my personality. That I´m too sarcastic, too dominant and too mean. That the only reason why I´m not moving out is that I´m afraid of beeing at my own, that I´m too lazy and that I don´t want to spend my money.

All in all I should change and become a better person.


So I wrote her back, she wrote back and last week we went to see a movie together, where we ignored the things we talked about in our mails. But we had fun.

But tonight it´s going to be different. One of the points she dislikes about me is that I´m very sarcastic and that I´m very fast at saying things that you could interpret as being mean, even if they aren´t. But the worst thing for her is that Barbara, Senta and Aurora agree with me and so she thinks that we all don´t like her or something like that.

So I guess I have to be on my best behavior tonight, which isn´t going to be easy.